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Alternate universe in which my professor asks if anyone in the room….

By Arianna Monet

Alternate universe in which my professor asks if anyone in the room can define the word codeswitching, and I do not wait for someone else to answer.

                                              I say Well, it is a compound word, so..

Code. Noun.
A system of marking things with different colors
as a means of identification.
        
                       &


                                                                                                                                     Switch. Noun.
                                                                                                       A device for making and breaking
                                                                                                      connections in an electrical circuit.

                                                       Meaning
           To be Black in America is to keep a lightswitch under your tongue.
           To be a circuitboard constantly flickering between multiple sets of syntax.

Or

Code. Verb.
To convert a message in order to convey a secret meaning.
Example: when my white friends can’t make sense of the language I’m using
and I do not explain it to them.
When everyone who needs to understand me
already knows exactly what I said.

 

                                                                                                                                       Switch. Verb.
                                                                                                        To swap one thing out for another
                                                                                                                        Like changing clothes –
                                                                     Pull on my white girl voice to answer the phones at work.
                                                                       Line my pockets with ain’t and finna and the habitual be.



Code. Noun.
A set of conventions governing behavior or activity in a particular sphere.
Example: the way that ain’t isn’t recognized in the Microsoft dictionary.
Example: the way that white people still out here pretending
it ain’t been a word for centuries.


Or

Code. Verb.
To express meaning in an indirect or euphemistic way.
Example: when white people call me articulate.


Or

Code. Verb.
To computerize.


           But then I remember

                                                                                                                                       Switch. Noun.
A slender, flexible shoot cut from a tree
And I think my mouth must be a forest, like
I open my mouth to speak and a burst of leaves tumbles out.
A copse of saplings. An orchard of vernacular where my tongue should be..



I think maybe I was right the first time.
Maybe I am something neon and flickering,
child of bottled lightning and electrical tape.
Maybe my afro is just a tangle of wires.
I say Black girl magic three times
and watch all the light spill out of my mouth.
Maybe I am a glowing sentient lightbulb,
the brightest thing in the room
Bleeding white-hot fluorescence and waiting

                       when I feel like it,

To make everything go black.

 

 

 

 

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Added: Thursday, October 6, 2022  /  Used with permission
Arianna Monet
Photo by Allison Truj.

Arianna Monet (she/they) is a queer Black poet and strawberry ice cream enthusiast from eastern Massachusetts. In the wake of a disabling event with a restructuring effect on her cognition, much of her artistic practice is concerned with the capacity of poetic form to function as a kind of assistive tech. In addition to being a 2022 Zoeglossia Fellow, Arianna is a 2023 Lambda Literary Fellow and was a member of the 2019 Boston Poetry Slam Team. Their work can be found with Button Poetry, the Academy of American Poets, and elsewhere.

Image Description of Photo of Arianna Monet: Arianna Monet, a dark-skinned Black femme, is pictured from the shoulders up at ¾ profile. Her shoulder-length curls are mostly dark, with a red layer underneath. She has gold star stickers across her cheeks and the bridge of her nose.

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