After learning his appointment was canceled and his senior bus won’t come for another two hours my father calls from his waiting room did you know I told your sister to buy big flags American and Brazilian because China’s been so aggressive about the South China Sea it’s unpopular the neighbors might have thoughts they did it to the Japanese we’ll hang the flags in front of the house American and Brazilian so they’ll know our nation was never China the neighbors might have thoughts your grandfather fought Mao you know and your grandmother and aunt were eating sugarcane on the porch the day the soldiers came to take the house—eating sugarcane! you were never Chinese all of us speak Portuguese except you you were too young to remember anything when we left anyway it’s a good idea to keep renewing your Brazilian passport always a good idea to have papers look the waiting room is filling up it’s not polite to keep talking I have another hour when I get home I’ll eat lunch and take a nap I’m a patient man in São Paulo they always said to me Lin you’re a patient man I was doing door-to-door those days selling linens ladies’ handkerchiefs umbrellas too our linens were very popular mothers gave them to their daughters on their wedding days you remember the tablecloths we saved for you and Vitória once I waited two hours for an Englishman to get his money ready he said Lin you’re a patient man oh look the waiting room is filling up here are people with their babies it’s not polite to keep talking okay I love you bye-bye did you get the vitamins I sent
Added: Thursday, March 30, 2017 / Used with permission.
Esther Lin was born in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, and lived in the United States as an undocumented immigrant for 21 years. She is a 2017–19 Wallace Stegner Fellow, and was a Poets House Emerging Poet and Queens Council on the Arts fellow in 2015. She was also a participant in the Cave Canem Workshop. Her poems have appeared in Adroit, Copper Nickel, Cortland Review, Crazyhorse, Drunken Boat, Guernica, Vinyl, and elsewhere.