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Mike Brown is Eighteen

By Trace DePass

[And legal]            now.
[Taking full advantage of the enough he is.
Might go sign up for the war.
Might as well.

Still can't get drunk,
or perhaps get a real loan
without offering his death,
as if it were even legal

to be young, black, living
and really living.
He is no exception.
Just "legal"             now:

Legal to sex and war
and sign permission slips
for his own intents
and purposes.

What is a young black life?
But, thick hair,
good organs for the taking,
and crying mothers,

Anyhow. If that. Then,
what makes him feel that
he had the right to be
rendered enough?

To be black and worthy
of the space we take up
feels paradoxical
now and then;

It is his only constant,
his forgotten privilege,
to have inherited
a surplus of self-doubt.

But, he's legal now,
old enough to be
declared "enough of that"
and withstand it all.]

Might as well...

Added: Thursday, June 1, 2017  /  Used with permission. Trace DePass' "Mike Brown is Eighteen" is the 1st place award winner for the 2015 World and Me Poetry Contest through Split This Rock.
Trace DePass

Residing in Queens, NY, Trace DePass is an Urban Word NYC alumnus, juror and editor at the Scholastic Art & Writing Awards, and was the 2016 Teen Poet Laureate for the Borough of Queens. He received a National Gold Medal from Scholastic for his writing portfolio, Black Boyhood, wherein one piece was published in Scholastic’s Best Teen Writing of 2015. Trace is interested in curating conversations on black queer, non-binary masculinity through prose, poetry, & playwriting.

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